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Mood diary
11 22 at noon:
thinking about all of these facts, and I feel bad to pole, a little chest pain, feeling bad, how long can this life, I do not know, there is no way at all quiet inside, how can you so anxious and comfortable life? only when it comes, you just will be sad looking, other times you'll still be how to play or how to play, like all my troubles are nothing to do with you. I just could not understand it all.
the same day as the moment that lost water, but the day is this live, I am weak, I can not get out of your sight, very helpless and very sad to live so numb, I do not know what the future looks like, do not dare to think about you?
11 23 noon:
has been an urge to write an article, but hesitates to write, perhaps the reason dictates it.
always hard to believe you, I feel this is very bad, As before, there is no way to trust your heart from the inside, it has become a cruel fact, I am very upset, as I did not do the wrong things, you have been ill at ease? lie in your face, when I again ?!!
, in my mind a little bit of practical sense and a sense of security are not, what seems to be hollowed out, like the heart and never let me peace, day by waking nightmares that tormented life of trance during the day and work hard to concentrate, can not sleep at night, my spirit is really to the brink of collapse, I thought I heard the call of the soul, I must make a choice as soon as possible, otherwise I will go crazy, I'm scared, really scared ! how can I do ah???
This is my daily reality, every day of my real.
11 月 25 morning 8:49
Yesterday, I told him: I would like to married, have a home, a child, began a quiet day. His response was: When I tell jokes, huh, huh, really funny. It turned out he was a cowardly than me, I cry out, but find it very funny . the original thing that came out is that it, in fact, already doomed to end, but not verified, and face reality before it, sad yet funny!
snow out the window more and more crazy in the air flying hh
end, all hh
11 月 25 afternoon 16:55
he sprang like a wizard at any time, as always torment my nerves, this time I have a strong the face of everything, so I used the most vicious language to stimulate him, the end is our only choice!
life goes on, he is not a suitable partner can not come to the old, as early evening after the end of a rational decisions, no matter what the future will face the kind of life, this time must end, you and I have no escape route.
and I have chosen people like you with life, decided to face now the outcome of this extremely painful, and similarly, when you hurt me again and again, when one day I decided to leave you!
you choose to leave you know, just as choosing to leave his body, the pain are no words to exactly describe it, the feelings of a few years so a little bit hurt by your wanton killing of the ruthless best, sad to breathtaking!
not want you, no longer contact you, slowly accustomed to life without you again, brutal and real, I must accept the end, everything hh you too let me down, I can forgive everything, but there is no way to forgive you of your absurd, betrayal, and a mouthful of lies! you always told a lie, the endless lies to cover up countless say that first lie, it is so unrealistic in the void while slipping on the road more, never stop, there is no way to stop. look at you like the absurd and funny again, I really can not afford to love you, when I think about a person when the quiet, more and more difficult to think of your strengths and benefits of all of them mind you, and betrayal lies, how you let me be with you !!!???< br> end, all in all, this is true, we must accept the cruel life, not just of love and lies can support up, Select strong, select the end actually began in the choice, I go, **, I'm sorry! I will not say goodbye to you! bye, along with life! bye hh
11 26 morning 8:44
morning opened his eyes, eyes full of shadows and your words, I know I still do not miss you at all the time!
No matter how painful, I would choose to take, choose silence, select the patient, spiritual care no longer as important as how to live every day, living in that state! positive up all my life is the pursuit of status, you know as soon as possible to find someone that these words are temporary marriage angry words only, but Recently at least not with you again is the most crucial subject! insisted I think the choice for, and made the greatest efforts, is my personality, but also my belief and my life would be a good person to all the issues fully resolved slowly, even if it was really Renshiquanfei, but also a new beginning!
work is my only spiritual support, I will try to do better!
11 26 afternoon 17:31
two days later, everything is calm, although the hearts of care remains the same, but the days passed, or unknowingly, without the slightest change, that you and I changes along the way, in fact, is for you and there is no difference between a previous life, but you just do not bother me, but for me all my life you are, the less you like the sky as the sun less Without color, everything is bleak down.
others said that time can change everything, you believe that? I do not believe, because I know no matter what you can not change the damage of my life, I told you daydream love.
I will calm me as a person before the day, but will not contact you again, life still have you, but no longer in touch with you.
11 月 27 13:42 noon
received today from 7:35 pm for your 24 minutes since the first short message, I feel very strange, there are moments of loss, reply: Please, Do not tease me, I really have unable to withstand the emotional torment.
but my heart miss you, you know. But this time, we must have a result, can no longer be so confused that the continuation of our healthy life, can not solve any problems , and more damage is deeper, more debt!
if I follow my heart, I miss the moment to fly to your side, no longer the end of time no matter what, even if tomorrow is let me die. But the truth is cruel, I can no longer so reckless!
not in my mind all the time miss you, can you feel it? ie succeeded laughter has been blocked and could not because you want to change your inner torment increasingly lonely, missing you, in every second!
Recently, I have almost aphasia, except as a last resort, I really do not want to speak, do not want to talk, seemed to have no interest in anything, I know this is not good, but I really can not change you, change because your life becomes absurd and makes it more difficult and confusing the fact that, in addition to silence, what else can I do??
only prayer is a sincere wish you to get rid of your bad habits, you should assume all the responsibilities assumed, so that you yourself and your loved ones had become better and better.
11 27 afternoon 17:06
me and you < br> as he and her
May Xunfeng take you to spend my parasol tree
silent silent
tree only you my heart and the wind melody
You and I like her and he
September sun your shadow engraved in my heart for my
brush your hair down the moment I seem to hear the angels
singing < br> quiet and Kuang Yuan
touching and gentle breath of wind brought you to heaven
you and I walk him and she
tunnel carved in the space-time colorful fides fascinated
fretting your teeth lips like a glass of ice
stuffed
Shen is a trace of fragrance
wounding poison into the unknown abyss of my
him and her < br> is a sunny day that you and me
Kewutongshu falling under the yellow leaves of autumn to see you and I
but in the depths of the soul to wash away the memories and I
You
him day and night with her
This is our own reincarnation
11 月 30 pm 18:08
busy few days later, there is a forgotten between you and the unpleasant feeling, but the fact that there has been, when carefully thought really hard to forget when all happened.
you might think about changing, as you said we live in two completely different kinds of emotion, but you remain so, because your case, I am suffering, it is an indisputable fact.
heart trouble for no reason, alas, perhaps this real life! home, only to sleep forget all the troubles with the only thing!
12 月 1 date is earlier 8:23
thoughts dancing in the moonlight
in the noisy environment that is guarding the happiness of quiet guarding
If you where to find pure
pure jealousy can make people where to find fresh
also help you if fresh growing cities envy
but Yulai more difficult to find a pocket of paradise
drum
But more and more difficult to meet the desires are increasingly being
in Red Dust, how many people can understand that loss of health or freedom
rich
is a white hard
- ----- from always want to give you the information for no reason, it is true, you will bother you? I do not know, perhaps, or maybe not, anyway, you will endure, even if the trouble, I will continue to issue, even if they know you are tired of .
12 月 3 at noon 13:20
When you see me, with me and you are really looking at each other. When you see me, when in fact you and I miss each other the same way in .
recording and transmission of experience and understanding of the perception, the fact that the council and the Words of life, need each other to shine. I will feel all of my records, I hope we have all the time expression of the true sincerity. < br> Life has taught me to say that when you said we should shut his mouth when, with a rare silence. I heard you say the words to explain I was not mature enough, but what is mature? Is to have to be sophisticated it? I think you it is sophisticated, mature and sophisticated does not mean, right?
the test again if I want to live, I will continue to remain silent, everything you've given me to bear, natural and quiet life, I all pursuit. to a constant change of heart to meet the challenge of it all! strong point of it, her husband, I support the strength you never mind! everything will be fine, I believe!!
12 月 3 日PM 15:11
do not know how to engage in, and today a little uneasy, what is the problem then?
I have began to organize the contents of his new life, can not go on like this, take the day to ring, I get it? I am a little hesitant, but now I'm really afraid of the state, if the situation is really taking a how to do it? your present situation was so bad, but then asked how to do it down there? I have been 29 years old ah! Time waits for no man ah!! really is a little bit I do not know what to do.
these two days have the time and you have a good talk this right. must have a plan of life ah! husband, I know you is difficult, so the words to the mouth I always swallow, but how we go on like this do? properly arrange our lives, we must properly consider hh
12 月 7 afternoon 18:04
saw an article today, he could feel the breath of fresh air, good fresh, copied, retained!
information: Xu Wei new album details
bleak and warm in the city of poets
Xu Wei's music
warm the soul of all the bleak and lonely
and still resonate with the hearts of countless lives.
There was a lot of music moves me, and never forget, such as Smetana's Er Tawa River she really had been touched by the music, such as Mozart's I have another feeling, that is forgotten in the memories of enjoying the fun in.
Xu Wei's music has a similar scenario, then I am for the my history, though the music will still be moved by the young and new to the listener, but I only remember that was moved, perhaps passion is always short, and moved not long remain, and clear and quiet is the long-term of it. Now, my favorite is this album, an album of pure, passionate without losing a mature album, both in the concept album, the songwriter and singer on the concept of the concert mentality, this is a direct and crisp album. If We observed that we live in such an environment, a flashy fall for the United States, and the general public is welcome to kitsch to lies and false targets and the environment for the pass, back on Xu Wei's simple and transparent nature of the case, you will understand how valuable it was.
out, nor heard, but participate personally got his own experience. The album is we need to stop and listen, and I believe that people who like music never be disappointed, at least they can hear a sincere heart is still on the road in pursuit of the ideal singing, seemed the ideal very far away, but as long as we stick with it and hope everlasting.
in this album, Xu Wei described by those who live in small children's eyes as if to watch the world, but those songs have been to convey this information mm joy in hope, tolerance in the force. It is through ups and downs after the singer's attitude when faced with life decisions, it is a clear sky like a very calm and quiet the feelings of optimism. I like that kind of state, state of mind the innocent like a child, crying with laughter, joy and sorrow, all from the heart, but yet with the wisdom of the elderly and mind. Perhaps, Xu Wei has not yet reached this level, but he has found the direction, which is also very pleasing out.
This is a beautiful album with a balance of the ten songs and light in weight, acute and slow, light and strong to achieve the harmony and unity among those behind the notes It is comfortable beating of Xu Wei's a sense of balance mm in a materialistic age, who knows how to maintain a sense of balance is rare.
album This is a back to nature, it clearly shows that No matter how the times change, no matter how the change, some things will not change for Xu Wei, the words that always meant so mm simple, good, pure, light, hope, faith mm but in the album of For the most direct action: heart sing.
for everything from mechanical doctrine (those who were enslaved by material), hedonism (greed addicts), utilitarian (fame only) manufactured goods will wiped out, trace-free, and their so-called culture and civilization is doomed in the long river of time that pays top academics, vanished, and only those from the simple glory of human nature and selfless love will always according to a rational world, and endless.
Music for many people, just a small part of life, or even appear insignificant, but for others, which also includes us, music is life, not an integral part. Xu Wei himself, and it is ours, it is like freedom and wisdom, and finally search for all to share, it is clear and self-examination in the distribution of power will be long and warm.
new album song describes
clear. between mood theme song album, , renamed leisurely and unhurried momentum into the keel of the album. song realistic imagery in two after a heart with the world through the intersection, the transition to the fourth paragraph of the passion in one fell swoop the climax of Peng Pai, a spirit born in the accession to the WTO feelings to achieve the perfect harmony.'s part is also worth noting the structure of the layered forward, colorful flowers on the orchestration of color, I can not help but to think of U2, and played the flute as if between the traditional culture of China wonderful revival mm > youth sign of the times, the dawn of idealism has been the cruel reality obscured by the haze, but we always had a dream of mind the light never goes off. This is the first passion of the guitar and drum dialogue is Xu Wei on your years of my youth warm proof.
a sad but also exciting, that the rate of Xijinqianhua musicians moving in the interpretation of relaxation if you are under the age of the strings of my green response.
not sad at the loss by the King, but clear in the tears of joy in the lofty, as Tagore said, . Without the trumpet in the setting sun seems to dance in the sea birds, the soothing calm in the sea, since the infinite is Qiongtian.
A New Zen monastery monk asked: : : life, contains the most realistic most profound truth in here, . This is a beautiful song celebrating nature, is a lyric by King, highlight the humane care, meaning deep masterpiece, if we have similar ideas in mind, you can find the goals and direction of Xu Wei is a cool world and a pure soul. in music, as if a little heavy noisy part of the prelude and interlude with the simple beautiful images and the mellowness and the lyrics to the melody sweet and pure unity of opposites and the delicate balance, because the arrangement when the arrangement is not in the know what the theme song, is the power of music content so that we have consonance.
When will a song, the fact is that this is a completion of the first recording of songs, but it is only the last name. I believe this is the album, the songwriter, arranger, various aspects of mood in a most harmonious song, it has a WTO case of deep flavor, but also revel itself has born. those simple images, Greenfield, wind chimes, butterfly, sunset, like the colorful flowers picked easily, in the chorus in the spontaneous and the innocence of children harmony in the formation of the wisdom of elders like perfect harmony. Life is like a long trip, mountains and picturesque scenery are our one-stop journey, colorful but not obsessed; loved ones are our friends, strangers, lovers a brief moment in life, love, lust and not met. Tagore in we were dear to each other. like the song, it reveals all of the outside world and the meaning of life, but also a metaphor for change Xu Wei's own heart, , there is every a sensitive heart. In the arrangement, this song is also the course of Xu Wei's first purely electronic works, translation is a very good band electronic band, they are brilliant orchestration so that the first songs radiate a kind of transcendent beauty and joy of love, the album's many songs are described by Xu Wei own eyes the scene of daily life, this song too, summer 2004, a second rainbow after the rain let Xu Wei lamented the magnificent nature, while the universe of Health issued the eternal life which became an instant pleasure, every moment is new, every moment is full of hope and fresh.
fans wrote the words to, that is moved, the real fans Xu Wei is worthy of respect, because they always feel the beating heart Xu Wei, Xu Wei's music can be found in their own language, it has been called the resonance, but in the present dominated by material that is becoming increasingly scarce the world, and there are still tens of millions of lives have a strong faith, because they believe that everyone has or will have a free heart forever. singing, always from the heart , as did Xu Wei h
a brand new start, though always focussed on the deep body of a fish, then why has not every soul is immortal fantasy portrayal of people do. ideal seems far away, in fact, in our hearts, but most people have forgotten or unwilling to admit it, but people still insist on good faith, just as Dylan b Thomas wrote in a poem, Wen / Zhang Xinyu)
12 月 8th at 17:14
time flies, this is the Double Ninth Festival, tomorrow is frost, cold day at once.
young, that the spring is the most beautiful season, not like summer heat, autumn's chill, winter's cold soul, drunk spring heater smoked, with vegetation sprouting, a clear atmosphere, there are endless hope and blooming flowers, but as age, with understanding of the world, more and more younger years with those crazy dreams and quietly evaporate gradually in the fact that life is very good this season, ah, such as fall, not that summer
days, impetuous, not that cold winter, there is no uncertainty in the spring, but has a quiet, simple, open-minded and sincere.
Oh, just a feeling now, but once you, the impulse that abhorrence of evil those universal dream of wandering, the love of those very tough battle, are still, is it not already been eroded away by the time? Or, as some people, suddenly woke up in every night, and still cry and cry mm like a child, like a fighter, or like a sleepwalker, in the era of the evening smile! Xu Wei's new album should be available very soon will be able to now have this new song to you, is a small gift
have a look at the dream sword
the world to wander the bustling heart of the young
always some frivolous
now you cosmopolitan girl made you feel bad now quietly without a trace
love always makes you want another troubled
made you black and blue
______ Xu Wei, time I really decided, absolutely not allowed to go back!
the face of all that has happened, I gave you the time and opportunity, but you do not appreciate, do I have done, so be it.
handled:
1, you give me 11 million, I moved
2, you buy the house for me, my money will not be a
3, after breaking up, do not meet, no good bye, never goodbye.
I hate you ,***, really, from the bottom of my heart!
you do not know how deep you are hurt, who you're stuck on who the disaster. end , this time is absolutely not allowed to go back, never!
to see all of your actions, and I take back If you and I pray killed by a car on the road! I hate you, from the heart!
you is simply a shameless rogue, dressed in a cloak of intellectuals, doing the dirty and nasty things, if God's eyes were open, he will one day reward for you! you wait for it! death in front of you! long a wretched face, doing the dirty things, you bad luck for life! early death is the most you should do things! Go to hell you!!!
12 22 morning 10:49
I really do not want to get angry, do not think about anything any of you, perhaps habit, or will from time to time think about your appearance, and the status of your life.
can get back out to my family, New Year, must today asks you for money, my brother must have also had the money.
12 月 24 afternoon 16:21
Today is the day before Christmas, all the people are busy sending their best wishes understanding and familiarity to each friend or friends who can be called.
inexplicable to him, and even sometimes the hair will stay one. In the morning I sent an email to him, I know, I still miss him.
habit of life may be a bar, a few days gone, I will often miss him, but that does not mean I still love him, I think. He has made me all the acts of the same as the original can no longer love him, I know. this feeling this way a stop in the cold winter of 2004.
there is a wound called internal injuries, there is a Tongjiao numb. This is the original description unit in the populations of all numb, but now feel it is a true portrayal of his life at this stage. I have to start their new life in mind when I have to think! But when all are on such a hit, I was will miss him. hard to accurately describe the feeling now, really, is not love, no hate, with a love of fashion is a little weak to describe it. I want to cry, this moment!
see other people have been well, kind of numb and cynical, funny feeling. sometimes find themselves become very healthy! In fact, all this is over, I know.
Well, perhaps it is tempered life. In any case this Hom I have to the past!
sincerely wish you happy!
it all must end in all everything has undergone a qualitative change in the time, or just waiting for his death, only a dead end! clear that it , is not the child, go on like this will be an unthinkable situation. Life can not be this way, absolutely not! strong that it, crying in the loss of power and the capacity to laugh, after the wake, ah! < br> so numb beating the keyboard, so any non-renewal of his thoughts flying, is cruel is sensible! is controlled is out of control! Anyway, I will ask themselves carry hurdle in winter of 2004. one and 5 years after you've spent the winter!
everything will be fine, I believe. Let time to leave it all behind it, even if the decision is wrong, and I do not want to be changed. true ...... heart is too tired tired !!!!!< br> But when everything really gave up, feel relaxed in my heart, do not guess, do not let it go! everything has been no meaning.
live a little easier now.
hh
2005 年 元月 28 morning 8:49
diary open in the past, the mood is very heavy, I am not a man of open heart I found.
last night is exactly midnight, the night a person cry. I really do not want to live like this again! is the love? a person's efforts are pale, it will eventually be to death .
shame shame and furious. I became what?? a hard push up dog feces to other people?? all your self-confidence and dignity have been trampled in the foot of the ruthless 27 January .2005 bath in the evening, the occurrence of this cruel scene hh
If you want to die, no one can save you, really. I can not do anything! When I am trying to change it all the time, you are still stubborn injury, harm themselves, but also damage I!
silent now, only silence can alleviate the current situation, starting today, I must remain silent! If heart died, all the rest will become redundant, with no way to ease. more than disheartened! Is this the end now! you want to stay away, and I definitely will not leave you!
2005 3 31 morning 10:12
Who said?
Life is like rape, since the powerless to resist, we must learn to enjoy.
work like a gang, you not let someone else on!
community is like masturbation, all the needs of all by their own hands to solve the problem!!
school to they called chicken, it is necessary to pay, but also to contribute!
marriage as arrested and indulgence of the self, constraints, or their own!
2005 4 14 afternoon 15:06
copy of the little East Zhengzhou East
left the night before I cut my hair, but helpless memories. holding ...
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