Want to tell you how I a man, but I admit do not understand yourself, even you. How I wish I was a different person, but like many people will be driving inside me would demand weighed down with all kinds of desires .
so I sometimes suspect that he is happy sitting miss happiness only in the sense of exile in their own imagination, for the ignorance of ignorance, to feel the feeling. Sometimes I think too much of life impact and pressure sometimes feel that their mental and physical exhaustion yourself. in reality and the dream of beating myself, lonely, happy and can not be reconciled easily available.
may have many reasons to defend yourself, but I still do not see after all clear yourself. I think I finally one for food and clothing and people struggling to just have a chance of living as all the money for gambling bets, just the minimal investment, who would think that heavy weight? only my own .
no joke hard living, in fact, every living person will not be easy, will be unable to stop the slide into the whirlpool. that many people in the struggle, but no one can get rid of, get rid of placed in the heart of the pain, get rid of such pain in the front, like a play play opened, they will not soon end, can not hide, can only play.
every scene, there is always the shadow of love. love and equality before it has really come, how I wish it to some of the more violent. do not know if you think so, like me, cherish love, we can carefully put together as prisoners hide their love, We can work together vigorously to love as a prison guard carefully. because we knew the city, love spread like an epidemic and spread.
was tired bite out of long forgotten the little conscience, a desire in a moved close to full time. has never questioned the credibility of love, there is truth, but polluted cities in their own time, it reminds us of urban pollution. The city has no Shengsixiangxu love? Why do some people say that the city heart had been degraded into a desire for organs? no one loved her alive, no human love alive. the city more of a pure water, there is no pure love. in the city changed the taste of love is love, all the time will awaken surging helplessness and desolation.
want to tell you that the city of love, so how much I panic, I am a lonely man accustomed to, not accustomed to panic, let me breathe hard, so I cynical, let me promise silent phase. From the moment that doomed the phase Xu city I love is a fragmentary ambiguous.
city in my eyes is a bustling and charming woman, with a total of careless people pathos of the cold to see her. The thought that looking for a gentle shoulder Xiang Yi, no wandering, no longer lonely, no longer your own. it wanted to give the impression that the city will not be mixed sediment is not contaminated with the love of time. suddenly feel powerless when we come to believe that the city of love and hope no fun at all.
the city of love is not the mainstream of life, is easy to buy. it is the urban poor soul filler, absolutely can not become the mainstream of life, the city's men understand this, so the women of the city than his narcissistic love. not that they do not want to deal with but they suffer, because no one can rely on the people, and no one feels a safe place. Women living in the pigeon cage, pigeon wings not only the hearts of pigeons. Then I saw a dazed and helpless both, gentle but not by the eyes, the flower to the decline of the prosperous.
I is a modern man, a man from the countryside to the cities. You know better than I Azeri city life, I want to know you are always scanty, so confused or sad. to tell me ? Because I'm not good at performing. Do not let me spend in doubt and despair of urban life, okay?
If that is true, I will be the absolute reality and the illusion of absolute space between to find a real, Let us carry love, to their heart into it, feel, and wait, memory or imagination hh
Although the meaning of life is only life, but I believe that space, enough to support our tendency to abuse, although some heartache, However, we will slowly like the feeling of heartache, because we are still concerned about, because we all still feel hh
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